alright so yesturday i was all motivated to get my stuff back on track and do things right.
i really kinda failed at that today. i skipped 3 of the 5 classes i had, which is really really bad. i have to set a new goal, and really live up to it.
i'm just not motivated i guess. that's what i'm missing in my life. motivation. love. hapiness. things to look foward to. i need something new, something exiting in my life.
i'm just walking on a lonely, cold, rainy path by myself, with no one by my side, and with no one who is there to support me.
alright i'm getting a little over paranoid here, but the reality of this is; it's how i truly feel.
i miss love. i miss being loved, and everything that comes along with that emotion and passion.
i need to force myself to be motivated, whether it be by myself or with someone, i need to succeed!
with all this said
delete the negetive
increase the positive.